The worst thing about depression is often this: You know what caused it depending on the situation that triggered it, but it doesn't do much to help yoy out of it. There are people out there whom found the causes of every major and minor thing that causes it, dealt with them and still feel a depressing shade of blues. Either because they are worried something else would cause it and prepare prematurely or just when things do get good, something bad happens around the corner. The best thing I can say is that the only way to truly win over it is to be strong and never give up no matter how much it hurts and if it happens to do with certain people that hurt you, do not give them the satisfaction of taking your life and turn the dread you feel on them. After all, if they gain something from your death then they must be the true pathetic and depressing people they tried to make you be. In the words of one of my songs "You are stong, they are weak. Fuck them All!"
JimmyBiscuit
I wanna hug and kiss you until you feel better