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Formerly known as StaticSkull. Ligma borthole.
Skarlet Octavia
@DrunkGecko
Age 23, Female
fuck this life
kill yourself
you'll never be happy
Joined on 1/11/18
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Its... beautiful. ;_; I weep.
i love your videos drunky, good job
It's a bit annoying that Malachy is so proud of being nominated worst moderator. Like the general forum literally closed to protect your fragile ego. Rather than "own it" and "laugh at the haters" like some sort of egotistical YouTuber, it would be a lot more mature to grow from it. Maybe consider why so many people are not fond of you. I say this as someone half your age who is taking the opportunity to do so. Im not perfect. I never will be. But I can admit that and work to improve on it. Why won't you?
I just found out my grandfather was never a pedophile and for 15 years I've been wasting my time hating him. Screaming battle with mom over the whole thing. I shouldve been told sooner. There's a lot on my mind. And seeing that didn't make me feel any better.
I was molested but apparently it was someone else who died years ago and I was never told for whatever reason.
How come people like me who endure 18 years of all kinds of sexual and physical abuse never get a chance of feeling happy. Meanwhile people like malachy whove had it good their whole lives don't even feel remorse.
I've tried so hard to maintain my happiness. For a long time I was watching Gore every day. Ive exposed myself to even more trauma than I've already had. I've seen things I wish I never did. I would look at dead people and cry all day for months. I haven't watched that stuff in months because my therapist helped me recognize that I was watching them as a way to self harm mentally because my mom won't let me self harm physically. I've avoided complaining about life on here because if theres one thing I can't stand, its an attention seeker. But looking inward I don't think that's what I am. I have no word for it other than I'm disturbed. And I wish there was a magic switch to just turn it off and be happy for more than a few hours. But magic isn't real. All I can do is continue with creative stuff like music and the YTPs.
Tldr I'm still not happy but I'll push forward
@DrunkGecko The gen forum was closed for a lotta reasons not just to protect Mal's fragile ego. Some shit got leaked over the past few months that'll probably ruin your day if you don't already know.
thinking with a more clear head, if i've been wasting 15 years hating someone for no reason, its clearly not worth it to keep blaming malachy for the bbs closing. i still think hes immature, but i have so much more important things to focus on. and its not like i stew on him everyday like i did with my grandfather, but theres no point anymore in being like "yeah fuck that guy" every single time hes brought up. i wish i didnt have to keep relearning this lesson over and over but if i forget my meds for one day, then i just end up having to keep reminding myself how trivial some things i hold on to really are. i wish it was easier. i wish i didnt need to remember pills to maintain a coherent head. i wish i could magically just be fine. but again, all i can do is move forward
in any case I'm glad that you're continuing to push forward
Yeah NG's had its fair share of douchebag mods but whenever I learn more about drama they've had to sort out behind the scenes I can see why they start acting the way they do
mr krabs shits himself
@DrunkGecko it sucks to hear how much shit you've had to go through over the years, shit that I'll likely never experience, but it's heartening to hear that you're pushing through and keeping up the good fight
2:24 Was My Favorite Part I Was Not Expecting That To Be As Funny As Jallerbros The Rest Of The Poop Was Okay
I just cracked my fingernail open. I was shaving too fast and the razor went through the middle of my fingernail. I was screaming in the shower. And it's my middle finger. I need that to stick at people. God dammit
Merry fucking Christmas Chris you goddamn crazy bastard. May jolly old Saint Thicc bless you with many braps and boners.
S3C
lost at femboy robotnik
DrunkGecko
What are you referring to lol