my ex tried to kill himself today...
Formerly known as StaticSkull. Ligma borthole.
Skarlet Octavia
@DrunkGecko
Age 23, Female
Brapping
Brappenwurst College
Hell, Norway
Joined on 1/11/18
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Madly in love. Then broken. Then just friends trying to improve. Then broken. Why do I continue trying. What a rollercoaster of emotions. So much has happened in so little time. Both the best bond of my life and the worst heartbreak of my life. The best rekindled friendship followed by my biggest mistake. When is my cycle of bliss and agony going to come to a halt. When will I be at peace? Why do sadistic evil people live karma free while people like me suffer for no reason. It's not fair. This life is not fair. I feel so helpless. So much built up emotions that take me hours just to be able to cry it out. Why don't I just hire a hitman who can do the job for me? Lord knows I can't do it myself. I'm such a coward. I'm so weak. I'm so defenseless. I'm so insane. I provide nothing of value to this planet but wasted oxygen and negative art and music that accomplish nothing but spread my poisonous feelings of self hatred to other people. That is my purpose. My purpose is to put negativity into this world. I am born for this. So why am I not able to willingly do wrong to others? Am I just weak? Am I wrong for thinking this is my purpose? I just don't know what the fuck to do with my life. I mooch off of a mother that loves me unconditionally, yet I've grown to have no attachment for. It's selfish. It's disgusting. I hate myself.
I shall preserve this carefully, in the secret sanctum of Knowledge, hidden carefully in the maelstrom of Poopy Bum Waters.
@DrunkGecko
I believe in you. What you perceive as negative art and music from yourself is actually a source of wonder and joy to me, especially after I return home from the absolute existence-crushing hell that is work.
PS: You should go hug your mother and say thank you.
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@DrunkGecko holy shit dude, hope hes fine and same goes for you
Traumacore and poop
@DrunkGecko ur art and musix are so kool
thank you
KhaosKitsune617
i love ur music
u made the album art?
DrunkGecko
No.