are u trying suicide??
no way
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Skarlet Octavia
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i beat myself unconscious. i woke up more exhausted than i already was. fuck this shit
Whatever stage, please seek help
I slashed my arm and leg. I wasn't able to cry until I did that
please dont go
You don't deserve to be harmed. You deserve help, understanding, and unconditional love. I know that does not sound right, but it's a fact.
I know that I don't know you, but you don't deserve to feel this way.
I can't stand seeing someone feeling this way. :(
Dang man, if this isn't a cry for help I don't know what is...
I can understand your recent 'Rancid Butt Pubes' audio may not get ideal coverage or listeners, but the other stuff looks interesting... I'm a try to dig through the catalog some day. Music's a good outlet IMO, as all art is, hopefully you can get some of these deep doubts and demons and hate for the world out via the work you make, it seems all good artists out there have some of that darkness; if you can just channel it in a positive way maybe it'll actually benefit you... or at the least be cathartic.
Sorry about all you're going through here, and have gone through... but stay strong DG. You do have friends on these Grounds. You're not a bad person. The other side of hurt's love; if you can feel negative emotions to this extent you're definitely no psychopath; you should be able to feel positive ones just as strongly... and I really hope you get to a place where you do! Where you find someone that truly cares as much about you as you care about them! Don't give up on this world, it'll get better!!!
For what it's worth, I don't think you're selfish or psychotic or any of those words you used to describe yourself. You were dealt a bad hand and I believe you deserve good things in life.
So many more people than you think are on your side and care about you. I hope you stay strong and keep on fighting!!
Skarlet. Please know that there are a ton of people who care about you, both online and off. I'd encourage you to talk through things more with a trusted friend - it doesn't have to be your mother or your ex. Frankly, if you really don't have someone else to talk to, you can get help at a suicide & crisis hotline (dial 988 if you're in the U.S.) or text line (741-741 in the U.S.). You're also welcome to reach out to me via PM or on any of my other socials.
I know you've been through a lot and it feels like there's no way out. But also please consider that you're still very young and for a lot of people, it really does get better.
I've set a reminder to check in on you in a week or two. Until then, you'll be in my thoughts.
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DON'T!!