I'm really nervous about being on newgrounds again. A lot of people seem to wanna talk to me and I dont know how. I've developed really bad social anxiety in recent years so if I'm really awkward around you please understand why. I've been through a lot of sexual, physical, and mental abuse at the hands of people who were supposed to care for me and I feel like that's preventing me from thinking like a normal person. And no, I'm not asking for pity. I just want you to understand if I act nervous or awkward towards anyone. On a more upbeat note, I am living happily with my biological mother and I feel like she's the first person I've ever loved. It's a nice feeling