This will probably be my darkest work yet, but I don't care. I'm doing this for me, not for the listener. The next Screech Calamity album named "I Deserve Hell" will just be me screaming my demons out. For those interested, here is the lyrics for one of the songs on the upcoming album. Although trigger warning, it is about my experience being raped as a child.

You filthy, festering, evil cunt

I will never forgive what you have done

You took my innocence at the age of 4

Raped me in the woods until my leg broke

I would've told someone if I could

And now it is simply too late

Nobody believed me until now

All the evidence is gone

Your mother prayed for you to die

When you were but a child

Everyone in my family told me so

Nobody ever loved you

You are a horrible person

And you've made me what I am

I've hurt children growing up,

I didn't know any better back then

It's all because of you

I fucking hate you

You ruined me at such

A young, fragile age

You were my grandfather

You were supposed to care

You were supposed to be trusted

But no...

You were a pedophile

You were a rapist

You were an alcoholic

You were a sadist

And I know for sure that nothing's changed

Because how can anyone forget such a thing

How can I forget being raped?

I swear on my life I'll piss on your grave

I desecrate your corpse when you die

In every single way imaginable

Things were never simple for me

And I have you to fucking blame