Anytime I'm not depressed and actually wanna make something funny/non-angry I just get messages telling me to go fuck myself or go kill myself by grown men who think they're hot shit on the internet. Why do you think I have so many angry and hateful albums? You tell me I should be beaten. What you don't know is I was beaten by a stepdad and raped by my grandfather when I was 4 years old before i went to foster care. Then I get adopted by 2 fuckheads. One being a whore who mentally tortures me and the other being a prick who kicks the shit out of me when I finally snap at the whore. There's a reason I get angry more than I get depressed. Because my whole life has been a living hell. I honestly can't think of a single moment I was happy for an extended period of time. And now you're gonna make fun of me for being raped. Maybe you should be raped and feel the same pain that I feel. Newgrounds hasn't fucking changed at all.