Im angry. Im depressed. I dont enjoy being alive. And no matter who i tell, its always the same shit. Stay positive, its because of your meds, or some misinterpretation of everything i say. Im sick of this shit. Im sick of my body being tense all day. Im sick of being told to just get over it all day. Im sick of using all my strength not to scream out loud all day. Im sick of arguing with people in my head. All day. All fucking day it just doesn't end. Its fucking torture and when i scream fuck you at someone they have the nerve to be surprised when they're pissing me off. They're contributing to my pain. They wonder why people kill themselves, they wonder why people kill others, and then they do this shit to them.