I'm sick and tired of having no money, no food, and no fucking happiness
I gotta work an 8 hour shift the next 2 days
Which is a good thing because my job never gives me shit for hours so it's about fucking time
Low and behold I'm gonna be tired all day because I had a 30 minute panic attack which made me sleepy as shit in the afternoon, guarantee the neighbors in my apartment could hear me crying which is fucking embarrassing, I don't have any money to buy caffeine, and I had to spend 10 minutes fixing a fucking fan because my room is too hot for me to sleep in, and now I'm writing this shit
I'm going fucking crazy
This panic attack, sleep during day, up all night cycle is fucking breaking me
Im sick of this shit I fucking hate my life I hate myself and I wish I was fucking dead
I've been hurting myself to distract from being hungry because I can't afford any fucking food
DrunkGecko
I now have 3 hours until work and I still haven't slept. My dog keeps crying so I'm taking her outside every 30 minutes but she won't go to the bathroom. Every time I lay down my legs are so fucking sore. I hurt my fucking hands punching myself in the skull because it's taking everything in me not to fucking cut myself again