People are dying to have some form of power over me

Some form of authority to tell me what to do, how to be

It seems no matter what, time and time again

I am betrayed by a snake who claims to be a friend

It does not matter where I go

A snake will always follow

No matter who I think I know

In the end, my back is hollow

I refuse to continue being lured in and torn apart

I don't need to hurt if I don't know who you are

Instead of being driven crazy by you worms

I'd much rather lose sanity on my own terms

Isolation, I will quarantine myself until my end

My only companion shall be my hopelessness

I cannot be helped, there is no cure for apathy

Any joyous day comes back to misanthropy

I cannot and will not trust anyone with a face

For behind that face is intent to fuel my hate

If I speak to, yet never meet you

I can only see the truth

I cannot have the romance I long for if I'm alone, oh well

The chatter in my head is loud, and it's made my life hell

The voices always tell me that I will never feel better

I doubt I could manage a coherent suicide letter

I can't fucking focus on anything going on

The thoughts only echo that I deserve to be gone

I don't trust anyone, people live to do wrong

I can't explain the commotion in my head with just this one song