So many years have passed since the incident of that night 

So many tears, so many lies, how could I ever live a normal life? 

God knows I've tried, no matter how much I just wish to die 

No one has listened, why the fuck do I even try 

And you still sit here and lie from your tongue 

Try to convince me that you ever gave one shred of a fuck 

The damage is done, and it has been worsened 

When you tried to tell me that I was the one, who was in the wrong

Ruin me more, adopt me, cheat, ruin your family you whore 

Nobody there loved you, that is for sure 

So you took it out on me all the more 

Even though I had been fucked up since 4 

And now that I have been so vocal about what he has done 

Turn it around, tell me I'm right, tell me that you said so all along 

You are a coward, hypocrite, a cunt 

Someone so young, you must have thought, had not had enough

Tell me that it would have been different had I not acted up 

What the fuck did you expect from a child who had it so rough 

A child who did not know a good from a bad touch 

You were the mother that I had to love 

You were the mother that ruined my life 

Feeding me lies, beat me at night 

So many people could have pulled me aside 

And taught me earlier that this wasn't right

When the day inevitably comes that I make the choice 

To end it all after no one hears my voice 

I will haunt you, I'll curse your name 

Pray that you will get fucked til your cunt is maimed 

I want you to be abused until you go mentally insane 

I want you to go through so much worse than what he did to me 

I want you to know the feeling of a pit in your heart, like me 

I want to show you pure unbridled sexual hate 

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape