not so much new, but more of, a compilation of projects that never got released onto bandcamp
genres are various, but mostly electronic
for the most part, expect chiptune, cybergrind, breakcore, and relaxing electronic stuff
This album art is a crime scene image of a father who brutally killed his baby while on drugs. The babys corpse was in the top left corner but i cropped it out as i feel it was too much. To my knowledge this image was taken by the police when they arrived. he himself is not dead. hes wrapped in a blanket and screaming. much like my abusers who remain alive. i just felt it was appropriate to use this image. Because these past 5 years that these unreleased songs were made in are some of the most horrific times of my life. I was still living with abusive parents, worrying about when my biological family would become clean, and constantly thinking about when i lost my innocence from the same kind of abuse and more as a baby. What better represents times of child abuse than a dead baby. What better represents drug use than a cracked out dad. What better represents abusive parents than a child killer. And what better represents trying to move on from the abuse of the past, then cutting the baby out of frame. Of course the blood is still there. And these memories will still be here. All i can do is move forward from this point on and try to push the thoughts of it out of frame. I hope you enjoy the music.
Peepers
At least you're trying to move forward. I applaud you for that.(And for the music, of course)
DrunkGecko
My abusive adoptive father has apparently been dead for two years. Very unsatisfying. And it turns out my grandfather most likely didn't molest me. It was more likely some family friend named Eddie who just like my abusive adoptive dad, is also dead. Died from aids. My life has been a lie. My life has been pointless. There is no healing. There is no justice. There is no hope. Every time I take a step forward i take two steps back to hell