Writing a punk album

How come you never said you loved me

In all the years you raised me? 

How come I'm the one who's bloody 

And mommy's the one you believe

How come you never said you're sorry

But I would do so daily

Why would you tell me you don't want me

It hurt more than the bruises you gave me 

Approaching twenty three 

And my questions remain unanswered 

The pain will never ease 

Now that you're dead, I'll have no closure 

How come I would still live so happy 

During all the times you abused me 

And the second that I turned sixteen 

I would crave death daily

Was it my friends, my ADHD 

Or the fact that kids don't know what normal is 

Why'd you adopt me if you hate me 

I never got my chance to be a kid 

Approaching twenty three 

And my questions remain unanswered 

The pain will never ease 

Now that you're dead, I'll have no closure 

I don't deserve this, I know not at all 

So why's it feel like, this was all my fault

I don't deserve this, I know not at all 

So why's it feel like, this was all my fault