i always called myself bisexual. but i was never sure because even though i am attracted to both men (only feminine ones) and women, i am repulsed by vaginas. i came across a new term that i had never heard of called "Finsexual" and i googled it.

"Finsexual is a term for someone who is exclusively attracted to those who are feminine in nature (hence the term FIN). This can be either in their gender and/or gender presentation. Someone who identifies as finsexual can experience attraction to any gender presenting femininely and/or any feminine-aligned genders."

that describes me perfectly. im so tired of finding new reasons people will think im a freak. but i guess i cant really change it. all i can really do is embrace it.