I'll probably regret posting this here and delete it later like I always do. I wrote this song while crying hysterically

Is it desperation to cling to you as often as I do?

My self loathing isn't fair to put you through

I would drop all desires of vengeance towards my abusers

If only I knew how to do that, we could be so much closer

For you, I'd rid my heart of all evil

And all that's left is a wash of shame

I don't feel empathy for many people

And it's killing me to see you in pain

Tears drop down onto these words

Another poem I will dedicate to you

I wish we could both find a cure

You're my reason to live, it's true

And if my desire to leave this Earth

Ends up stronger than my love for you

Darling, please don't let yourself be hurt

I'll try my best to live, I don't want to do that to you

I will do the best I can for you…