me and mary bell, the 10 year old serial killer, share a similar story of the abuse we faced. unfortunately mine lasted a full 18 years from many different people. sometimes i wish i grew up to be a serial killer, and i would just rot in prison to dissociate until i die. but i am not capable of hurting people. this is traumacore put into audio form. enjoy.
ethanblair
I Dont Necessarily Like Mary Bell She Sexually Mutilated A Boys Private Parts And Giggled At Victims In A Court Session
You Are So Much More Than That : Better Then That
DrunkGecko
i know im better than that. im not capable of hurting anyone but myself. and it goes without saying that i dont agree with her actions. but that doesnt mean i dont understand it. a confused child who was beaten and raped constantly took their out on the world. i cant help but see myself in her. but instead of taking my anger out on the world. i take it out on myself. because my brain was wired more stable than someone like her. but sometimes i wish it wasnt. it would be more freeing to just kill everyone around me rather than myself. but im too compassionate to do something like that. i am disturbed, yes. but i am not a monster.