April 7

Mark it down

Write it on the side of your Weiner

Ya boi is fresh out the mental hospital

And feeling fucking amazing

Ready to take on the world

Still taking a break from the bbs tho, focusing on music and some stop motion shit

I tend to be purposely disgusting as a joke and not think about the fact that the forum is filled with teens at this point

I'll watch what I say from now on because I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable

Especially if they're complaining about it

But if it's mist saying these things, I'd like you to keep in mind that he solicited underage users for nudes under the account furrygod

I hope he's not saying there's logs of me talking to people on discord, because I don't use discord

I don't want to delete this account because of all my submissions

I am taking an indefinite break tho

I'm going to request a ban for a month

I think it would be best for my sanity

I feel so stupid for giving any ammunition that mist could use to make me look like a creep. I'm under the assumption that users themselves are directly complaining about how I speak. Because if it's mist, then keep in mind he was soliciting underage users for nudes under the name furrygod. Eyelovepoozy confirmed that. Mist calls literally everyone a pedophile and hasn't given any proof.

But if I'm fueling the fire with the stupid shit I say, then I really need to change. This is a big wake up call for me.

I don't deserve any of your respect or kindness

I've spent my whole life crying like a little bitch

I deserve to be thrown in a fucking ditch 

All that stops me from suicide is cowardice 

I deserve the same hatred that I've spread on this planet

Regardless of me being molded into this unwillingly 

I treat my family with hate and can't fucking stand it

I only suffer more from you not killing me 

I wish everyone around me could suffer like me 

My hatred is becoming a gateway to sociopathy 

Bend me over and rape me until I'm bleeding everywhere 

Beat me til my bones break off and I puke from the fear 

A toy for the abuser is all I have ever been good for 

I'm a dirty faggot, I'm the bitch, nothing more 

Too much of a coward cunt to kill myself at all 

A fucking pussy who's suffering will always be prolonged 

You can't help me, you can't save me, you can't cure me 

And you certainly can't convince me any of that is possible 

You can't fix me, you can't tell me, I'll ever be happy

It's not physically or mentally possible, not at all

I deserve to fucking die a most bloody and gruesome death 

And all of you deserve to watch me choke on my last breath

I want to rot, I want to decay, I want to kill myself 

I pray there's an underworld, because I deserve hell 

Don't you fucking dare tell me to love myself

I am fucking trash, and I don't deserve to live 

Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself

My mind is begging for death, but my body doesn't give a shit 

Hate is all that I have known, that's never gonna change 

The only release I'll ever have is when I'm fucking hanged 

I didn't ask for schizophrenia, I didn't ask to be born 

All I ask for is happiness, but all I'm given is scorn 

I can't decide what I deserve more

To live a life of suffering, or die in a pile of gore 

Fuck you, fuck me, and fuck everything

I can't explain my thoughts, so I just fucking scream 

way to go @malachy you worthless piece of shit. you're really helping the forums with your power trip you cunt. @tomfulp im sorry but you are seriously fucking up by allowing this retard to continue being a mod. hes been nothing but a condescending piece of dogshit who bans people over the most petty shit, and this time, just like many other times, he wasnt even right. these are 2 separate people. these alts are zeiwolf, not seth. they share an ip because they live together. and now seth is gone because hes tired of dealing with @malachy and his condescending faggot-ass bullshit.

i got banned again

for a dumb reason, big shocker

and by the same guy who's banned me the last 10 times, big shocker

I didn't stir up anything. I pointed out that this guy keeps making the opposite version of funkbrs threads because he doesn't like him. I was telling him that he's one of the most talented animators in the portal id seen recently and I don't understand why he's wasting his wasting his time like this. If anything, I was trying to end drama. i didnt call this guy names or anything, didnt talk shit on him. in fact, i even told him that i regret all the pointless arguing ive done before with the exception of like 2 people. and that hes probably gonna feel the same way. i was in a nutshell saying "drama is pointless" and i get banned for starting drama. But @Malachy is so fucking quick to ban me. He's been the only one to ban me the past 11 times. He's the only mod doing this. He's so condescending with anything he says to me. on my last ban, and many others he speaks to me like im a 7 year old hes putting in time out.

this is some reddit mod type shit

Why is he still a mod, there's a clear bias. Why can't @Malachy get his dick out of his hand for one second

he contributes nothing to this website. no art, no submissions. i dont even see him donate to any of the site stuff like the treasure hunt thing or the pixel day thing. the only thing he does is bullshit on the forums and ban someone every now and then. more often than not, the person he bans is me. im certain the only reason hes still a mod is because hes been here for so long. is that really a good enough excuse?

and if malachy is now gonna ban noobclock for one week, then his reason for banning me has been counteracted. because now hes the one who started it for no reason and not me, which is what i was saying. and i wasnt derailing because now he can see thats what the fucking thread was about. but i still have to be banned for 3 days because he cant admit when hes wrong

im seriously sick of having to watch my back in the only community ive ever felt happy in, all because one guy has it out for me.

Fucking shit ass and fuck cum fucker

first off, i was half joking half not

second not even remotely close to how that works

do you think everyone with depression thinks they're important? i assure you they dont

i thought you were done being an asshole after you finally realized you defended a pedophile named mist for years

then again there is no cure for down syndrome

i hate myself because of 18 years of sexual mental and physical abuse

were you raped at 4? were you held upside down and beaten at 3? did you get beaten half to death from the ages of 7 to 18?

no you didnt @0315-1015

and yet im the one stuck with these suicidal thoughts, while people like you are the ones who actually deserve to kill themselves

@malachy already banned me and didnt even give the correct reason

hes banned me multiple times for a whole month before over petty shit and you cant even get the reason why correct? because you werent defending anybody. you were just so trigger happy to ban me.

i guarantee he didnt ban the guy who started it, because malachy is never consistent with his Bans as far as ive seen

For examples you can view other newsposts

so thank you for rewarding a guy who defends pedophiles, tells me im a narcissist for having to deal with sexual trauma, and has said many slurs that he was not banned for

you do a great job at enforcing the rules of this site

And I know you only did it because you don't like me

Evidenced by how you talk so condescending to me as if I'm a child

So many years have passed since the incident of that night 

So many tears, so many lies, how could I ever live a normal life? 

God knows I've tried, no matter how much I just wish to die 

No one has listened, why the fuck do I even try 

And you still sit here and lie from your tongue 

Try to convince me that you ever gave one shred of a fuck 

The damage is done, and it has been worsened 

When you tried to tell me that I was the one, who was in the wrong

Ruin me more, adopt me, cheat, ruin your family you whore 

Nobody there loved you, that is for sure 

So you took it out on me all the more 

Even though I had been fucked up since 4 

And now that I have been so vocal about what he has done 

Turn it around, tell me I'm right, tell me that you said so all along 

You are a coward, hypocrite, a cunt 

Someone so young, you must have thought, had not had enough

Tell me that it would have been different had I not acted up 

What the fuck did you expect from a child who had it so rough 

A child who did not know a good from a bad touch 

You were the mother that I had to love 

You were the mother that ruined my life 

Feeding me lies, beat me at night 

So many people could have pulled me aside 

And taught me earlier that this wasn't right

When the day inevitably comes that I make the choice 

To end it all after no one hears my voice 

I will haunt you, I'll curse your name 

Pray that you will get fucked til your cunt is maimed 

I want you to be abused until you go mentally insane 

I want you to go through so much worse than what he did to me 

I want you to know the feeling of a pit in your heart, like me 

I want to show you pure unbridled sexual hate 

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape

I want you to experience the family tradition of rape