just a friendly reminder that some idiot paid onion hole for a cameo on the bbs for me

dont give this guy money plz.

onion says what?

Slamming Brutal PokeMetal released today

gotta disembowel 'em all

I love manipulating people to do my bidding and being my happy brappy fart slave. If you are reading this, you have now officially been manipulated. Now go buy me pizza hut

not so much new, but more of, a compilation of projects that never got released onto bandcamp

genres are various, but mostly electronic

for the most part, expect chiptune, cybergrind, breakcore, and relaxing electronic stuff

This album art is a crime scene image of a father who brutally killed his baby while on drugs. The babys corpse was in the top left corner but i cropped it out as i feel it was too much. To my knowledge this image was taken by the police when they arrived. he himself is not dead. hes wrapped in a blanket and screaming. much like my abusers who remain alive. i just felt it was appropriate to use this image. Because these past 5 years that these unreleased songs were made in are some of the most horrific times of my life. I was still living with abusive parents, worrying about when my biological family would become clean, and constantly thinking about when i lost my innocence from the same kind of abuse and more as a baby. What better represents times of child abuse than a dead baby. What better represents drug use than a cracked out dad. What better represents abusive parents than a child killer. And what better represents trying to move on from the abuse of the past, then cutting the baby out of frame. Of course the blood is still there. And these memories will still be here. All i can do is move forward from this point on and try to push the thoughts of it out of frame. I hope you enjoy the music.

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@damnedbyfate

its the big things in my butthole

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Tldr I hate myself and I deserve to feel that way. Skip over to some other shit I made when I was happy for a couple hours

I get defensive when you bring up family. And I like to remind myself that anyone of them could die in my arms and I would feel no emotions. You being the only exception. But I started wondering: I'm not angry at the people I'm thinking of, so why am I thinking of their death? Not that I want it to happen to them, but why is it the first place my mind goes every time family is brought up. I think about the fact that I'm being defensive about it even when nobody really brings it up. And I realized, I think my brain has been trained to reject family because of everything I went through. And as a result I am mentally and physically repulsed by the mere concept of family. That's a problem. It explains a lot but that's a problem. And an even bigger problem to add on to that: I don't have any desire to fix it. Because no matter how much therapy I do and how much medicine I take, in the end I still hate myself and firmly believe that I deserve to feel this way. Is that factually true? No. Of course I don't deserve to feel this way. Does that make logical sense to me? For some reason no. And I don't know where to start to convince myself that I don't deserve this. Which means I don't know where to start on not being repulsed by family. Which means I am going to feel this way forever. There is no surgery I can get to just change the chemicals in my brain that conduct emotions these ways. Mental illnesses poison me even worse. What's logical to someone else, may be the most retarded thing I've ever heard. And I don't understand so I get angry. I'm sure at some point in my life I won't feel this way. But to ask me to change that, as much as I'd like to, I firmly believe it is impossible. I am in hell. My body is hell. My mind is hell. And nobody is ever going to understand even if they went through similar shit. Nothing will change for me. I like to think that in at least 10 long years Ill be happy, but the concept is so foreign I doubt it. And it definitely won't happen soon. I would love to be proven wrong but until then there is no hope 

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I shotgun blasted diarrhea at work today with so much force that it jetted back all over my ballsack so I had to wipe my balls and asshole.