Anytime I'm not depressed and actually wanna make something funny/non-angry I just get messages telling me to go fuck myself or go kill myself by grown men who think they're hot shit on the internet. Why do you think I have so many angry and hateful albums? You tell me I should be beaten. What you don't know is I was beaten by a stepdad and raped by my grandfather when I was 4 years old before i went to foster care. Then I get adopted by 2 fuckheads. One being a whore who mentally tortures me and the other being a prick who kicks the shit out of me when I finally snap at the whore. There's a reason I get angry more than I get depressed. Because my whole life has been a living hell. I honestly can't think of a single moment I was happy for an extended period of time. And now you're gonna make fun of me for being raped. Maybe you should be raped and feel the same pain that I feel. Newgrounds hasn't fucking changed at all.

The new Sock album is now out! A lot of Trap and Slam influence was used

https://sock1.bandcamp.com/album/its-raining-in-hell

We back on bandcamp

https://sock1.bandcamp.com/album/scattered-identity

And it's not a shitty spam.

It's just venting about my past.

I hate my fucking life and for a long time music was my only reason to live.

But now I've found a new reason to live: cartoons.

I'll still make some joke spam animations here and there, but I don't want that to be all I do on Newgrounds. I want to make cartoons with meaning. A lot of stuff on Newgrounds seems too "happy" for me. So maybe I can make a tiny change by submitting cartoons that deal with issues such as addiction, depression, suicide, abuse, and other things me and my family has been through. Not just for shock value, but to raise awareness of the issues. My real dad died from addiction, I've been depressed and trying to kill myself ever since I was 12, I've been abused, etc. I don't want anyone else in the world to go through shit like that and as soon as people stop scoffing at kids who say they've been abused, then maybe someone will actually fucking do something about it. I never got my help, but I'll make sure the next kid does. Most people don't understand. They don't fucking know what it's like. That shit never leaves you once it happens. Every single time I see a kid, the first thing that comes to my head is "I hope that never happens to them" or "I hope he doesn't do that to someone" or jealousy because they look so happy and when I was their age I was being abused. Then I start feeling like a jerk, but I can't help it because all these thoughts happen so fucking fast. As for my adoptive parents, I would give my life to fucking kill them both. My adoptive mom laughed at me for cutting myself, she encouraged me to kill myself, she beat the shit out of me, she lied about being raped, and she didn't believe that I was raped. She never did anything for me but give me food. Not one ounce of emotional support. As for her boyfriend, he's just as bad. I planned out their murder when I was 15. They're lucky I wasn't smart enough to go through with it. Thankfully I don't live with them. I live with my biological mom now and we're slowly rebuilding our relationship. It's not her fault that I couldn't live with her. She was homeless and she wanted a better life for me. I'm sorry this turned into a rant, but just know that there's ACTUAL cartoons that I'll be making.

Did you know sharks have 2 dicks?

Ever heard of an echidna? It's basically a hedgehog with a long nose.

Did you know echidna dicks have 4 tips?

Barnacle dicks looks like a bundle of centipedes

Bird dicks are about as big as their whole body

Snails have detachable dicks

Turtle dicks look like shields

This has been, animal dicks

Check it out

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3cpVPm72as

This will probably be my darkest work yet, but I don't care. I'm doing this for me, not for the listener. The next Screech Calamity album named "I Deserve Hell" will just be me screaming my demons out. For those interested, here is the lyrics for one of the songs on the upcoming album. Although trigger warning, it is about my experience being raped as a child.

You filthy, festering, evil cunt

I will never forgive what you have done

You took my innocence at the age of 4

Raped me in the woods until my leg broke

I would've told someone if I could

And now it is simply too late

Nobody believed me until now

All the evidence is gone

Your mother prayed for you to die

When you were but a child

Everyone in my family told me so

Nobody ever loved you

You are a horrible person

And you've made me what I am

I've hurt children growing up,

I didn't know any better back then

It's all because of you

I fucking hate you

You ruined me at such

A young, fragile age

You were my grandfather

You were supposed to care

You were supposed to be trusted

But no...

You were a pedophile

You were a rapist

You were an alcoholic

You were a sadist

And I know for sure that nothing's changed

Because how can anyone forget such a thing

How can I forget being raped?

I swear on my life I'll piss on your grave

I desecrate your corpse when you die

In every single way imaginable

Things were never simple for me

And I have you to fucking blame

https://youtu.be/0HRy57rRhVQ

If you enjoy brutal music, please take a listen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_seoR767n8